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by Anindita Sengupta

A green-burn howl slithers along the pavement
slick with rain and fallen Cassia buds.

My father’s corpse was dragged reluctant
through these streets, dry as a winter sheath,

coarse and brown like a crumble of leaves,
stale-smelled, arranged into neatness.

The walls of his house, once white, turned pink,
rosed with the seep of his blood in crannies.

The beams loosened and started in sudden fits.
The pillars leaned together in sighs.

Sometimes when I wake at first light,
cold with thirst, the rattle of wind in my chest,

I look to left and right for a hand that moves,
prick ears for the swung window, the rustle

near the old grandfather’s clock with the round
face, and am never quite sure that it’s not there.